Friday, 17 August 2012

Friday's feelings


Uninitiated


Sheet music for the uninitiated.....
It’s like a foreign language inked out

Aligning the page from left to right
Spells a noted curiosity. For those in the know

‘Get’ the inside story, know the melody it plays
Yet it shuts out and discriminates the uninitiated

It closes in and becomes a circle, a clicky cliché
A secret sect for them and not the rest

The page can be left open for the uninitiated
And its secret remains safely intact

Even as eyes are cast over its score
There’s a silence, a secret coded verse

Playing and taunting you, unashamed
To reveal its soul, fully knowing your

Not invited even if you want to be
Until it is ready to.........

.................................................................

Strive

To strive, for recognition

An assembly point for thought
Triumphed within an open page

Paper evidence of unspoken verse
Retrieved from the place behind this heart

Do you mind?

Don’t look over my shoulder at my vulnerability
Private stance is mine

Do not mock as I turn the page
A personal preview of this unlocked memory

Back of my neck, prickling
Anticipating on the spot reaction

Young, ill at ease,
Crying from the yard

Hiding the scars
Don’t rush away the memories, a deluge

When time was so limited
Become brave

Force open the private recess.
Cobwebbed and masked by dust

Speak clearly, not from mumbling
Mouth, I need to………….. know

I am blemished

So glad to be alongside you
Reunited, forgotten, forgiven.....now ribbon tied

Can we bury?
It would seem not......but wait and remember

Deceived by the dark
Under dressed for the occasion

Battered suitcase dragged and kicked open
Essays of remembrance

Headlines screaming for discussion
Released for a while

Obeyed and tidied
Press down and close the rusty catches

My new day transcribed here
I don’t mind, lean on my shoulder

See my vulnerability
It makes me strong





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